dear diary,
i have finally satissfied my mistress. my training finally begins monday. in the meantime, HER cock is off llimits. i am not allowed to touch it unless i go to the toilet. this is ever so hard but i am glad i can amuse my mistress.
my training could potentially only be a ruined orgasm. in which case MISTRESSES cock may ache for some time yet. but if that pleases her, i am happy to serve.
this blog is now open to everyone on her myspace. i am very happy she allows this.
I shall inform you more after my training
Sunday 18 November 2007
completed collage
dear diary,
today i completed the collage of my mistress and ever since, i have been solid and frustrated. i have placed it by my bed, soto remind me of the owner of the cock between my legs.
aside from that i ahve had a quiet day. its been yet another challenge not wanking, but mistress denial is worth it.
im still wandering when my training will begin and what it will include. the nerves have long gone i think and im ready to amuse my mistress.
i shall write again tomorrow
today i completed the collage of my mistress and ever since, i have been solid and frustrated. i have placed it by my bed, soto remind me of the owner of the cock between my legs.
aside from that i ahve had a quiet day. its been yet another challenge not wanking, but mistress denial is worth it.
im still wandering when my training will begin and what it will include. the nerves have long gone i think and im ready to amuse my mistress.
i shall write again tomorrow
Friday 16 November 2007
myspace2
dear diary,
mistress denial accepted my myspace request and ive seen her pics. she is absolutely stunning. my penis was erect as soon as i saw the pics. her body delivers much promise... the promise being me teased and denied for long periods. i would certainly worship her anyway she wanted me to.
as i write this, precum is oozing out MY MISTRESSES penis, which continues to ache every time i get hard. i think im beginning to forget how it feels to cum. but thats the life my mistresses demands.
when my mistress does let me eventually cum, i dont know how i'll react. it will be a mixture of surprise and relief.
nothing else to write i dont think. shall write tomorrow
mistress denial accepted my myspace request and ive seen her pics. she is absolutely stunning. my penis was erect as soon as i saw the pics. her body delivers much promise... the promise being me teased and denied for long periods. i would certainly worship her anyway she wanted me to.
as i write this, precum is oozing out MY MISTRESSES penis, which continues to ache every time i get hard. i think im beginning to forget how it feels to cum. but thats the life my mistresses demands.
when my mistress does let me eventually cum, i dont know how i'll react. it will be a mixture of surprise and relief.
nothing else to write i dont think. shall write tomorrow
myspace
dear diary,
today i set up a myspace so i could have more pics of the mistress i worship. as for my cock its still aching badly. although im not too worried about releasing in the night anymore.
aside from that im not sure much happened today. i guess i will write tomorrow when mistress accepts my myspace request
today i set up a myspace so i could have more pics of the mistress i worship. as for my cock its still aching badly. although im not too worried about releasing in the night anymore.
aside from that im not sure much happened today. i guess i will write tomorrow when mistress accepts my myspace request
Wednesday 14 November 2007
aches and pains
dear diary,
my cock is really starting to feel it now. ever since i followed mistresses orders and brought myself to the edge 4times, my cock has been getting hard really easily. it aches at night as that is the time i used to wank. i never had one when i was younger (probably because i wanked so much,) but i am worried i might have a wet dream. im scared this will happen because i dont want to let mistress denial down and i know she will punish me severely.
im hoping mistress will be online at some point today. despite the ease at which my cock erects, i am making a collage oh her. i am hoping she will be kind and send me more pics so i can worship her better.
it appears i still havnt satissfied my mistress enough to warrant training yet. she is still toying with me... but what she wants is right of course.
i shall write more tomorrow
my cock is really starting to feel it now. ever since i followed mistresses orders and brought myself to the edge 4times, my cock has been getting hard really easily. it aches at night as that is the time i used to wank. i never had one when i was younger (probably because i wanked so much,) but i am worried i might have a wet dream. im scared this will happen because i dont want to let mistress denial down and i know she will punish me severely.
im hoping mistress will be online at some point today. despite the ease at which my cock erects, i am making a collage oh her. i am hoping she will be kind and send me more pics so i can worship her better.
it appears i still havnt satissfied my mistress enough to warrant training yet. she is still toying with me... but what she wants is right of course.
i shall write more tomorrow
Monday 12 November 2007
a day on the edge
dear diary,
today i pleased my mistress for the first time. on her orders i had to take myself to the edge, but not cum. i then had to do it three more times. my cock still hasnt recovered. i even went to work as hard as hell.
she also had a pleasant conversation with me, in which she told me more about her plans. she still needs satissfying more before she gives me training.
today i also told my mistress she is my pc wallpaper. this way my cock is reminded who controls it. its now a week since i released. i dont think ive ever done that since i first wanked. i thank mistress denial for controlling my penis so well. without her, i would be nothing for nobody. now i am at least nobody for a beautiful mistress
today i pleased my mistress for the first time. on her orders i had to take myself to the edge, but not cum. i then had to do it three more times. my cock still hasnt recovered. i even went to work as hard as hell.
she also had a pleasant conversation with me, in which she told me more about her plans. she still needs satissfying more before she gives me training.
today i also told my mistress she is my pc wallpaper. this way my cock is reminded who controls it. its now a week since i released. i dont think ive ever done that since i first wanked. i thank mistress denial for controlling my penis so well. without her, i would be nothing for nobody. now i am at least nobody for a beautiful mistress
Sunday 11 November 2007
day 4
dear diary,
another day has passed where i have not spoken to my mistress. i am not sure why? i can only assume she has more important things on her mind than me. i am still waiting orders from her. i am still unsure when she wishes for me to start training.
not sure what else i need to write now. the day is empty without mistress denial. hopefully i will write tomorrow with better news.
another day has passed where i have not spoken to my mistress. i am not sure why? i can only assume she has more important things on her mind than me. i am still waiting orders from her. i am still unsure when she wishes for me to start training.
not sure what else i need to write now. the day is empty without mistress denial. hopefully i will write tomorrow with better news.
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